Just an idiot.😑

I'm so excited for today.
To get things rolling for God and His kingdom. To glorify Him.
I'm really so excited yall.
But, in the midst of all this excitement, I let the Devil creep in and my flesh gets in the way. I get stressed and mad and completely lose my cool. WHY? why? Omg. Why?

It doesn't matter now because the only thing I can do is let it go and move on, learn from it. Pick up my cross. Hold my stones. Turn my cheek.

Next time I'll know.
But, when I come home and I listen to God I find so much comfort in knowing that He doesn't use the perfectly put together people.

*SIDE NOTE*
totally not saying that if you have it all put together He won't use you, He will, more power to you haha.

The ones with kids that mind, and the cars that always have gas. The perfect GPA, or the longest touchdown pass. He's not looking for those.

He's looking for the broken ones. The people that are hungry for him. The ones that know there is no life without HIM. That literally crave His presence.

GOD USES THE IDIOTS.
Like me. Like KING DAVID. Like APOSTLE PAUL.
The ones that ruin the nights they look forward to because they let their FLESH get in the way.

We are just a bunch of flipping idiots.

And I find peace in knowing that I'm not alone. He knows I'm an idiot. He made me that way so that I would HAVE to rely on him. That's why he uses me. He's pruning me. He's training me.

ROMANS 7VERSE21-25

Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being, I delight in God’s law but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject?Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

Just a flipping idiot.

Kathryn♡♡♡